ShyMid30sIsAshamedof3-33blinded by a led flashlight at night in my sleep to finally feel some peace of mind—-now my light flashes for my heart to breathe instead-and that’s because my true love deserves to have my comforter to keep him free from sandlot fleas that jump too much eww bugs no bugs on Graceland meadows no way-only on the grassy side do the bloodsuckers survive—mommy will be waiting til you fall asleep so you can come back to my arms where your safe from yucky things that creep crawl and prey on the living things I love-/I don’t need sleep- I had plenty with daddy before you were even a thought-he and I are here waiting for you to come back-after your finished teaching your brother how to share his things with those he says he loves bc he’s still not grown up not one tiny bit he’s just a baby like you so try to forgo him for being nervous and scared sometimes he’s never had to do anything in life without fear old mom and dad keeping him safe, but it’s your turn Grey so keep him in shape- he’s given up many bad habits just since may so your doing great son keep on batting those Grey blue hued almonds and when you can crawl go slow don’t be in such a hurry to fall down I know you like the wee bumps too but they can be risky if your not in control of the wind- and I can’t see your movements I can only hear your heart —so be careful my baby g your gonna wind up in jello if your not careful rolling around and start joking too much mommy is tough but daddy t is the one in charge he will bust your assets chapped if you get too curvy on the road—u might fall fast asleep while carrying a 7000 load of junk so here’s your last chance to dance the line or electric slid no more hooking up with prostitutes you have a wife and she’s coming home real soon—and she’s gonna be running your game ack just to put you in place so karma she’s real she’s brutal and trained to bite only the girls who aren’t their momma so if you switch again you’ll be begging for help like the one you took she never cheated once and you had some nerve twisting her locks til they got tangled up she had to cut her favorite tunel back from the moon but she finally found her hidden tomb and she’s waking up soon whenever I am done- leaving behind messages for those who take a chance at dancing with fate and putting their filthy nubs on my things that say my name and we’re not to be touched—you never said please or even thank you- you didn’t raise your hand or wait your turn you broke every rule of being a gentleman so you must start from scratch and re learn them again- your schooling isn’t just numbers and computing but it includes the necessities in becoming a husband—so before being a know it all who gossips about little innocent kids -ruining the lives of good folks in their beds—no more easy life back to the farm-do your chores right and stop laying around hiding inside the princess so quiet- she was so lonely she let you stay a while forgetting you were there she moved right agead except when she slept you robbed her memories and thoughts replacing them with lies so she would always get caught in trouble for nothing but being a kid who believed in ghosts goblins and fairytales-so you took her eyes the dark circles remained she never rested not one night or day – silently fading into a trance until her big sister saved her from the last dance-so there walls never a kiss, no second glance- just a memory of him and his friends who betrayed him- she loved the prince and he was the one she’d made plans with so long ago- but her cousin stole them and kept them for himself making her get raped so she’d lose her identity only 14 and soulless it seemed she kept saying the words hoping they’d stop but eventually she forgot and just obeyed after all she was female and she payed all day—depression emptied her grin and nibbled her laugh no more silly been just a efiant brat-spoiled to the core because she had no conscience just judging all with no direction eventually naming everyone liars and thieves nothing good left to report so she left and deceased gave up on the people she was there to save instead loved herself because she needed a hug but wasn’t allowed to ask bc it wasn’t the way so instead of shining she fell dark and loved her peace alone in the night with the sliver of light the one nail she kept long- the pinky promise she kept hoping one day he’d come back from her head- so she fell asleep inside her daydream and deeper she fell away from the king falling and asking him if he would catch her- but he whispered he met her and picked her up inside arguing her lifeless body back from the ledge kneeling beside her praying she wasn’t dead she never woke she lied there so soft perfectly resting comfortably wathere may be bugs on some of your mugs